I filmed myself tonight

Tasks accomplished from the morning hours on. Finally laundry done since my return from Berlin. First time in a month, though I have been fortunate that my sister did wash up my clothes for me since I partially live on her couch as well. It was eleven 11:11 when I wrote the last sentence (Taren Guy and Hye Mi – girls this is for you both), nothing happens without a reason.

Fast forward then. I had dancing on my mind for days now. My body was craving the movement and that form of expression I think. I finally danced today, perhaps for more than an hour or so. And I filmed myself doing it. This is my intrinsic form of expression I have come to accept. Dance will always remain in my life. It was as usual glorious. Jessie Ware with Wildest Moments was the muse. The lyrics, voice, composition, and simplicity of it all made me nearly blast the song in the car all day. The rare occasions when I do have a car to drive nowadays.

I am tired now, but I want to end with this. I am grateful for everything in my life. The sea of emotions and multitude of thoughts and realizations. Contemplation, confusions, and ability to function in the midst of it all. To still love and seek and stay humbled.

I actually am an artist and a writer too; and I am building a healthy relationship with myself.

Giving sincere thanks for¬†everything. My eyes are going shut….

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